23.1.13
25.5.12
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright.
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
22.1.12
it's been a month and two weeks that I've been waking up hugging my pillow
and wishing it would be you
hoping that when i open my eyes I'll see your chest, look up and see your face.
kiss you on the cheek, wake you up, hug you, then kiss you again..
but no, it's my pillow..
I'm gonna stick to it for the time being,
she knows where to take me,
she knows how to take me,
she knows me better than you.
10.1.12
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