'tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks..'

take a long deep breath.
hold it.
crunch in a croner.
keep holding it.
wait till ur face turns red.
now think hard of THE solution to everything.
don't let go of ur breath before really thinking it over.
now raise ur head up.
let go.
stand up.
walk towards the phone..

T . says (10:20 PM)

ever whispered in  a snake's ear?

mj says (10:22 PM)

nope

T . says (10:23 PM)

sometimes i just want to run away from everything and everyone

just stay alone for a while

T . says (10:24 PM)

then go back and carry on everything as it was

T . says (10:24 PM)

just like taking your sweaty cloth off then wearing them back again..

-why?
-because..

i will use ropes..

is it why in your tears,

i could smell the taste of fear

it was all around

all my laughs,

all my wings, 

they were graved inside your ring 

you were all mine..

i daydream about things that would make you want sin.

it's a beautiful messed up world..

august.

..

still throwing things off
i listen to the sounds they make
on their way down
i follow with my eyes 'til they crash
imagine what my body would sound like
slamming against those rocks

and when it lands
will my eyes
be closed or open?

knew how to use your panda eyes

but they wont subdue me any more

i ve found the tears were only lies

not gonna feel guilty no more

the glitter glued on the heart turned to be flies

that hoverred and stuck on all the blood i had to poor

so let the rain come out from your heart for once

it may give you a glance of what i feel

what you've done what you've made.

the monster I've become,

i'll tame it back but not to the same little birdy u met

to an eagle a free soul that will haunt you till that wretched day

i m not gonna hate you

i just want to wave my hand

when 

i see you 

deep in hell 

from my cloud roaming up high

it will be so silent when you'll die.